help_me

Tue, 08 Feb 2005 07:20:07 GMT

Today was kind of depressing. I dont know why but it was. Gloria can't talk to me or anyone involved in all the drama that happened. I understand why though. But it makes me sad. I hope one day in a month or so i will be able to talk to hr again, only if she wishes. Things just don't seem to be going right lately. I may just be over reacting. Well im going to bed. Goodnight.

Signed,
The Silent Scream

Mon, 07 Feb 2005 07:02:49 GMT

yes well i am updating this thing. i havent done this in a long time. there isnt much going on. mikey and andrew were high on vikadin. we bought disposable doushes at dallor tree and pantie liners. we had a doushe war! twas great. i went to jills earlier we walked up to the MP, stayed there for about an hour or so then went back to her house and picked up tay. thats about it.

late foos

- j o s h

Tue, 11 Jan 2005 04:47:53 GMT

hey ppl whats goin on. not much here. charlie is not in trouble anymore so thats good.my gym opens wed. so thats fuckin cool. and that about it except i go back to tevis in a week and a half

Sat, 08 Jan 2005 00:02:20 GMT

well all of charlies charges got dropped. so thats good but he has to go to camp owens until hes 18 wich isnt that long

Mon, 03 Jan 2005 06:44:37 GMT

theres been a lot going on the past couple of weeks. some good some bad.

You're going to here the bad first. Megan got grounded until she's 18 or so her mom says and got into a car accident with charlie driving but shes okay she only got 1 scratch. Charlie is facing 7 years in jail with charges of grand theft auto, primary kidnapping, reckless endangerment, and driving without a licence. i think. His court hearing is this week sometime and i want to go but i cant b/c my mom wont let me but i will talk her into it.

Okay now for the good. My little brother came into town for christmas. He leaves tomorrow. We went to visit my aunts and uncles and family down in la quinta on christmas day. we got lost 2 times so my mom was PISSED. But we got down ther after a while. We stayed the night and then went home. Justin finally benched 225 lbs on decline yesterday. He was shocked bc on friday it took him 3 tries to get 210 up then the next day he gets 15 more pounds. We were shocked. My gym opens in like a week so im happy. I got new clothes for christmas and what not. Thats all i have to say now

Thu, 16 Dec 2004 20:33:03 GMT

im getting pissed off at all the fuckin retards at my school....todat i almost threw a tin can full of color pencils at someone...i was pissed...and now they all they to start shit with me...::mumbles racist remarks:: shit they are all pissing me off....im not going to school tomorow bc i dont want to deal with there shit...barley anyone talked to me on the bus...they all kind of ignored me so that pissed me off....only one person said hi out of like 10 that normally talk to me evry day...i know for a fact i didnt do anything wrong...well idk...hmm..i guess im going to go now..

-josh

Thu, 16 Dec 2004 00:43:40 GMT

im updating this thing bc i feel like typing a lot....so here i go....and theres nothing to type about...this is shit...hmmm christmas break in 1 day bc im not going to school on friday...there was drama this weekend so i had a good laugh at that..no1 else thought it was funny but me...i guess im the only one with a scence of humor...or they are all just pissed off...anyways i g2g

im updateing

Sun, 28 Nov 2004 21:21:45 GMT

well i feel like updating so i am...there hasnt been much going on here....i went to the movies on thanksgiving...i saw le tigre in LA a couple of weeks back....and yeah...thats it for now..

hey

Fri, 29 Oct 2004 21:33:21 GMT

i ahvent been on here in forever and a daY! theres been really not much going on but i went to the used concert at the dome 2 weeks ago. im trying to decide wether im going to the monster mosh tomorrow at the dome or up to fresno to see e-race and bleeding through..the thing is that i dopnt have a ride to fresno but i could prolly get 1 from my uncle...and then on halloween im going to jerrys to see e-race,karmahitlist and throatshot...tis going to be pimp...im going to be a ghost for halloween you know the ones with a sheet over my head...im going to be terrifying...well thats all for now.

goodday,
josh

well every1 must go

Thu, 23 Sep 2004 22:48:20 GMT

every1 must go to jerrys on halloween bc throat shot,E-RACE, and karmahitlist,...3 very very awsome bands...therell be more i just dont know who bc i only felt like remembering the bands i like...yeah and today there was nothing going on at all ezept that we got out 1 bc back to school night...isnt it grand...no see i told u...nothin...im just rambling on and on about nothing

hiiiiiii

Thu, 23 Sep 2004 05:09:01 GMT

alrighty...today was boring...i woke up, went to school and came home...my mom (savannah) wouldnt let me keep my pet mouse and my brother is stripping in front of my step mom(sarah)...are family is fucked up...i have no idea how im related to sarah or jerry but somehow i became their step son..and yeah...i know this is prolly confusing to you all but you prolly will never understand it...isnt it great?

goodday josh

Sun, 01 Aug 2004 21:23:17 GMT

hey theres nothin going on here...i went fishing yesterday...i didnt catch anything wich sucks....its really boring and i dont know what to type...i think im coming back around the 16-17...but i dont know and i have no say in what happens

Im baaaaaaack

Wed, 21 Jul 2004 18:07:00 GMT

i havent been on in forever and a day....i went to the warped tour...it was sooo fun...but that was back on the 7th...ummm im in kansas now and its really boring...i might go to worlds of fun at the end of the of the summer....i might go fishing today...."I did not have sexual relations with that womyn." im watching who loves the 90's 98....ummm yeah

Sun, 27 Jun 2004 10:22:46 GMT

Well today my mo left me to go to a poker tournament. So I'm left here all alone. I went to Jerry'd tonight and I'm glad candace told me to go. It was soooo fucking awsome. Optyx is OK, War machenes kicked ass, Eris was emo but what do you expect...they were youngens, artemis is also awsome, her inosince lost fucken rock,.....but no1 can top E-Race!!! they are the fucken best. Go to there web site www.e-race.com and listen to them. My neck hurts again but not as bad. Some1 bit me in the mosh pit and i got scratched. Ans im getting a rash near my crotch from sweating so much...i know u all wanted to know that. but thats all for now.

well

Fri, 25 Jun 2004 23:22:19 GMT

I haven't been on here in a while. I don't know why. But there's really not that much going on. I'm going to Jerry's tonight, and tomorrow because Candace wanted me to. So I will. I'm going to the Warped Tour, if you didn't already know. And that's a summery of my life right now.

jerry's

Sat, 19 Jun 2004 08:53:04 GMT

Iwen to Jerry's tonight, it was soo fun. It was gramercy riff's farwell show or something like that..there going on tour i think. They had 2 sets..one at 9:00 and 1 and 12:30...i moshed a lot. I SAVED SARAHS LIFE!!! she was moshing and she got nocked down and she was down for like 1 min. and then i finally saw her. i picked her up, she got the shit trampeled out of her...but i saved her. she didnt relize it was me who saved her until i told her. there was this 1 band Karmahitlist...they were the shit..at first me, megan, sarah, colli, nicole, and mark were the only 1's down there then every1 decided to show up. But they threw goodies into the croud. they had candie, whisles and a lot of other things....mark found a pipe in the side pocket of the suitcase that karmahitlist was throuwing stuff from...he took it and kept it. and i guess in the studeo on the 3rd florr where all the bands hang out has a big ass bong...jackie said that it was pretty. We met this 1 gothic skinny chick. her name was gloria. we called her hooker bc she wore gothic hooker clothes. wen we were waiting for karmahitlist to play sarah too the mic and said " WILL SARAHS HOOKER COME DOWN TO THE BASMENT....(THE SHE PUT THE MIC BACK AND FASTLY GRABBED IT BACK AND SAID) IMEDIATLY!" then gloria showed up just as she said that. the at the last set of gramercy riff every1 left me to go outside so i was the only1 i knew down there moshing. but there was this chick that made the mosh pit better bc no1 was moshing exept 4 like 5 of us then we got more to mosh. by the way we met gloria at sonic and megan thought her friend alex or adam i forget his name was "oober" hot...she kept rambling on about that. that was my night...theres prolly more but i cant remember...my neck hurts from moshing.

Wed, 16 Jun 2004 09:16:36 GMT

i havent updated in a while... matt and jake left to vegas to go to kansas tonight. jaz came a long so i wouldnt be lonely with my mom. candace hasnt been on for a while so im going to call her tomorrow or the day after.i get to sleep in tomorrow!!! ive been at the park a lot with joe and scott. yesterday coconut (brandon) and chris welch went to the park and chris lives across town. they rode there bikes all the way over here. but megan was making out with chris and the first thing chris says wen he gets in joes car is "i almost got head my magan" but of cource he was stoned so u cant take it personal. but ill see wat goes on tomorrow.

Sat, 12 Jun 2004 07:43:11 GMT

DO NOT CLICK THIS!!!!!

Sat, 12 Jun 2004 07:19:06 GMT

i cleared things up with savannah. she was only mad bc she was grounded but shes not grounded anymore so shes not mad.thats all i have to say now

does the drama ever end?!?!?!

Sat, 12 Jun 2004 04:49:35 GMT

does the drama ever end?!?!?! svannah was drinking this morning with jasmim paca and they got drunk off there asses. Krash was over there but i dont think he drank. well jasmin came over drunk and woke me up so my lil bro could have a place to sleep. them matt, on jasmins way out told her that she broke the door, and she was starring at the door and was like....awwwww no i didnt then she slammed the door. later we went over to savannahs house wen they were still drunk and thought it would be funny to go over and see wat they were doing...wen we got over there savannah was crying and jasmin was in the bathroom throughing up...latr finding out savannah was having a mental break doen wen she was drunk.im not going to far into that subject but it was a lot of drama. and then savannah passed out bc she was drunk and i went over there and jasmin let us in. Me w/ my short term memory loss had forgotten no1 was spose to be in savannahs house so wen her mom came home savannah got grounded 4 2 weeks..now she blames it onme that she fucked up and got drunk and passd out. she told me never to call her house again or to go up to her doorstep or shell have then urge to hurt me...i was like bullshit. now my mom is going to talk to savannahs mom but i told her not to tell savannahs mom that she was drinking bc im going to try to get back on savannahs good side bc theres no reason she should be mad at me for her mistake. well i broke up w/ my gf last night but it was no biggy. sje was going to break up w/ me that day or the day after b4 she moved anyways.

dentist

Thu, 10 Jun 2004 21:21:15 GMT

this morning they wke me up at 10:30!!!! thats way too early to get up. i had to go to the dentist. we didnt end up going back to tiffs last night bc we were tierd. I HAVE THE BEST TEETH IN MY FAMILY!. my lil bro's teeth are rotting out of his head. he has 2 teeth in the back that are relly not there anymore bc they are rotting away. its sick. matt had to get a root canal and so does my mom and jake and jake is moving to ks so my mom doesnt have to pay for it.

but on to newer subjects.i might go to lake isabella this weekend if i can takl my mom into it otherwise i have to go to football camp for a whole day wich will really suck. i dont like football but they signed me up anyways. it sucks. ill prolly end up getting kicked off the team or quit bc of my back.

ill type wat happens more today latr

Thu, 10 Jun 2004 06:52:07 GMT

well today was kinda crappy. it started out this morning.... matt wouldnt shut up. and around 7-8 this morning i had dream that jazz's g-ma died and jazz's mom tried breaking down my door to tell us this then we let her in and we were all crying and jaz had to go to a gym thing and the ppl were yelling at her and i told them her g-ma just died and they said i dont give a shit. and then around 12:30 today jazz comes pounding on my door and rining my doorbell. i wasnt going to get up and answer it bc i didnt know who it was and i was sleeping. so matt answers it and jaz is crying. i asked her wat was wrong and she said her g-ma died this morning at 8:20..i was like holy shit i just dreamed that around that time! then her bf breaks up w/ her bc she smokes and he said it was okay yesterday that she smoked and her step dad is an a-hole and says she was mouthing off and acts as if she treats her friens like shit....i know this is a lot about jaz but jaz is a part of me. shes like my sis.

i went to tiffs again today. this time trevor was over there. and we took pics and were watching half baked. savannah wanted trvors hat but he wouldnt let her have it. we might sneek out and go back over there. but ill tell u later if we do

Wed, 09 Jun 2004 06:18:32 GMT

the days are going by fast yet slow at the same time. theres been nothing to do and ive been sleeping until 11:30-12:00 AM and then the days go by fast..the way its been going by slow is that matt and jake dont leave for another week and the warped tour isnt coming fast enough.

today was boring and i did nothing. it sucks that candace has to move. mike likes tiff but i dont think tiff likes him. so all mike is doing now is dreaming.

well ill update latr 0H and jake has to stay in ks for his disaperence a couple days ago.. my mom cant deal w/ his shit anymore so hes leaving

boring life

Tue, 08 Jun 2004 06:37:57 GMT

today was boring. i went w/ savannah to get her film developed. and my lil bro was spose to fight today but the ppl he was spose to fight were too pusy to show up at the park. im going to jerry's on thurs, fri, and sat and then again on the 18 bc its gramercy riff's end of tour concert.yesteday i was at tiff's again but i didnt go there today. wen i went there yesterday we watched mivies and that was it.

thats my boring life for now.

Sat, 05 Jun 2004 18:11:51 GMT

havnt updated in a while.but theres really been not that much going on....ive been at tiffany's a lot bc ive been bored at my house. it was kinda fun....tiff is going to the ragae fest today..wen she gets back shes going to stoned off her ass. well my lil brother is missing..we dont know wats going on w/ him and his friend. and his friends mom is odd and shes making up lies about wats going on w/ her son...she didnt even call the cops to report her son was missing. im bored...jasmine is pissed at me bc she told a secret thati told her to tell no1...so i said fuck u jasmine and called her a fucking bitch...the she goes on about how i told her about something that i cant type on here but that person its about was going to tell her n e ways and she went and told another person that was never going to know about it. so shes off walking around being pissed...ill eventually get over it and if she stays mad at me ill be pissed bc she called me an asshole a couple of days ago and was pissed at me. i might go to joes party tonight..if i do they said its going to be fun.. so im going to go. and angela's party was cancelled 2wice so i dont think shes going to have it, it was spose to be at a hotel the first thing i thought wen i herd that was "we be chillen at the holiday in" well ill update latr
much luv